Transformation or Deterioration


Today everything I ever taught myself was show to me.
I re-met myself for the first time.
I knew me like a stranger I had encountered before.
I left for hours and my body was overcome by negative energy that circles the
Earth looking for a hole to fill.
I fill my own holes.
I dig them for myself.
When something hits me, I make the marrow to refill the pit.
Every Peaceful, Understanding moment is a gift and longing for that gift is evil.
Let it come when it comes and cherish it then and forget it when it’s gone.






Alison Christ 2008